I'm Victoria Chan Qingling .

Monday 1 October 2012

I miss us but I doubt you do .


Hai loves ,
September sucks , alot . Sooo , everything feels so different now . I don't know , I guess everybody who means alot to me is gonna leave me . Hahah , I guess I took them for granted . Anyway , nobody is gonna read my blog so yeah . Dinie , Joey , Ayu , Fazira & amalia , I guess , had already left me . I cried myself to sleep every time I think about it . & I cried in school today . Kelly doesn't talk to me like how she use to already so I guess she'll be leaving me too . Maybe I'm too paranoid ? i don't know . no , I'm not trying to seek attention by crying & I'm also not trying to seek attention by writing cause nobody reads my blog . I'm too used to having so many people around me , supporting me but i'm just gonna lose them like that . I miss us . I don't want to lose anybody anymore . Honestly , I never thought this would happen . Everything is not gonna be th same again , Hahah . All course of me .

Saturday 24 March 2012

Y'know i don't wanna miss a single thing with you .

Hai , didn't post for quite long . Didn't really have th time . My throat hurt alot now >: Okay , wtv . So , basically , me , Ayu & Dinie quarreled with Joey & Fazira . This is how it started .
23rd March , We slack in school then suddenly , Fazira & Joey disappear . We sat and waited for them like at least an hour ? After that we went around th whole school looking for them , in th end , they were in th art room . We went in there & was really pissed off . Instead of apologising to us , they just ask us "eh , where's our bag ? " Like seriously ? They don't even bother to tell us any shit or even text us . Then we just walked out and walked out of th school .
And it's not only because of this , alot of thing happen . Everything they did to us in th past we didn't even mention yet and she obviously treat me as her fucking spare tyre . Dinie never come school then she come and find me . I'm not her fucking second choice . Wtv , we're gonna talk about it on Monday . & trust me , Joey won't have anything to say . She is dare to say on twitter only , keyboard warrior much ? Hope everything is okay .
Gonna end here , bai <:

Saturday 17 March 2012

My life in 2011 .

Hai ,
I'm just too bored so i'm gonna post about my life in 2011 ever since i step in my secondary school life .I know it's very late to post about this but i just needa kill time . Sooooo , let's start .
The first day i went to school , it felt really weird . Strangers all around me , not knowing who i knew went to th same school as me . Reach th school hall and sat down , saw somebody really familiar , Kelly . I was worried it's not her so i just kept quiet . When we stand up , i tapped her on th shoulder asking her if she is Kelly & surprisingly  , it is ! I was very happy as i had somebody in th same class as me . Slowly I saw Samuel & Vanessa Thio in th same class as me too . I remembered , th first person i saw whom i hated alot is Zhiying . I can't explain why but she's that bitch who gave me a very bad impression on . Reason are cause , her voice fucking act cute , she first day flirt with class boy & step one ahlian . I didn't talk to her at all & all i knew was many people hate her including th seniors . After that it was th Secondary 1 orientation camp . I partnered Kelly . Camp was okay but disgusting , th toilets are filled with Millipede , either squashed or alive .  & imagine bathing with thousands of millipede . Went to th hut , prepared to sleep but nobody is sleepy . Then Zhiying said what shit "Jibai you better off th lights or i make sure blahblahblah and alot more" . I remembered i made friend with Amalia , Fazira , Ayu & Dinie at that period . We talked alot . Then slept for only 2hours or lesser i guess ? Then blahblahblah , end of camp . We had to wash th boys toilet and it stinks alot , i swear . Suddenly , Zhiying ask me help her tie her shoelace and i don't know what's wrong with me i actually help her tie . Whatever , it's th past . & slowly i knew everybody & i used to hate Zach alot . Teacher change sitting arrangment and i actually miss it badly ........ I used to sit with Binghui , Yizhen , Jeneil & Zhiying . We used to have loads of fun and i remember how much Yizhen hate Jeneil and Binghui but watching them quarrel was really fun , i swear . HAHA . Then , i also forgot how me , Jeneil , Binghui & Jaydrien become bro & sist . They are like my pure bro cause they USED TO stand up for me and everything . I remembered , one of th day , i lost my handphone but they (including Zach) were there to cheer me up . I actually shouted at my MT teacher cause she said because of me they can't concentrate :x So yeah , after June holiday , th bro & sist relationship disappear and we drifted , alot . So yeah . Then teacher change sitting arrangement again . now 2 by 2 . Teacher suaysuay put me with Zhiying . Nevermind , i endure with it . So blahblahblah , loads of probs and everything . Honestly , i hate secondary 1 life alot .
Aiya lazy write le , shall end it with my secondary 1 memories .

Jaydrien fucking cute right ?

GAYBOYY

Zach eating , LOLS .

I swear Jeneil was much more innocent during sec 1 & it was obviously better .

Me & Zulaiqha , i remember we use to go fetch Jeneil every morning 
Okay bai .

Stop & Stare


Hai , 
Today likea bored only . Stay at home whole day . Didn't even step out of th house but wtv . Actually , i still can't get over th fucking fact tht my smiley stud came off and it close really quickly . It's like me throwing away $20.00 . Fuck this shit okay , i wanna cry >: I want my smiley back . FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML . Forget it , shall pierce again but i still y'know ? Haish . 
Okay lahh , i don't know what to write . Bai .

Friday 16 March 2012

SADGIRL98 .

Hai ,
Okay , so yeah i blogged again but who cares ? I've got no readers anyway but i'm still gonna blogged :x
Yesterday , plan to meet Amalia , Jeneil , Jimmy and Samuel . Met at same place , East CC . I was late but Jimmy was later . We waited for him like 1-2hours ? After that , i planned to pierce smiley . Took bus 17 , went to Pasir ris . Pierced , HAPPYGIRL98 . After that , they went to my house excluding Samuel cause we didn't even plan to invite him . Watched Insidious till arounf 7+ or 8 then went home .
& today , planned to meet them again . So i met Amalia at East CC at 11.00am , as usual , i was late cause my smiley stud came off  >: Keep trying to put in but can't . Went to look for Amalia , asked her help me put but th hole was halfway close . Shag much ? $20 just fly away like that . I go through pain just to pierce smiley & yes i have low tolerance of pain . So we thought Jeneil would end at 12:30pm , walked around 201 . Waited so long for him . In th end , he called at around 2+ going 3 . He said he had match , then he went to buy mac and bring to my house to eat . Zach was force by me to go my house >< Then watched Human centipede & it's bloodyyyyyyy (It's so bloody that i have to add ectra "y") . Suddenly Samuel came then later , Jimmy came . Watched Meat Grinder after that , Okay we watch all those bloody movie . After that Zach went around 5-6 + ? Then we also went home at around 6:30 something . & yeah , i still can't get over th fact that my smiley close . #killmenow .
Shall end with some pictures .
(Yesteday picture) Sleeping in bus siol .

While waiting for Jeneil , wind likea strong only .

Amalia playing with my phone .

Before going out .
Okaycan , bai .

Monday 12 March 2012

Yeah , promises are meant to be broken .

Hai ,
This is my 3rd - 4th blog that i created already . Imma fail at blogging but shall try again , okay lols . So yeah . Yesterday , woke up at 7+ am , prepare everything then met Fazira at Tmart around 9:20 . Ate mac then walk to school for CCA . Change & everything , 10-12 , stretching & all those technique stuff none stop . Tired . Then 1 hour break after that from 1-3 none stop stretching & technique stuff again . After that , end (Y) Went East CC to meet Jeneil , Zach & Amalia . Slack there for 1hour + ? Suddenly got one cleaner uncle come , fucking pedo . I SWEAR . Then also suddenly ask us if we smoke or not and if we want cigg . Wtf , like seriously . Then when i wanted to change , i saw th uncle again then he was like "oie" then in th end , i didn't change . After awhile , went to take bus to tmall . Zach went home so only left with Me , Amalia & Jeneil . Walk  around , at first wanted to watch The devil inside but cannot NC16 . In th end , decided to go to my house . Shared three bottle of SPY together . Then talk & slack . After that , Jeneil ask me tell Amalia th ghost story then she scare until siah , hhaha . All three of us kept scaring each other #likeaboss . After that , went home . Okay yeah , bai .