I miss us but I doubt you do .

Hai loves ,
September sucks , alot . Sooo , everything feels so different now . I don't know , I guess everybody who means alot to me is gonna leave me . Hahah , I guess I took them for granted . Anyway , nobody is gonna read my blog so yeah . Dinie , Joey , Ayu , Fazira & amalia , I guess , had already left me . I cried myself to sleep every time I think about it . & I cried in school today . Kelly doesn't talk to me like how she use to already so I guess she'll be leaving me too . Maybe I'm too paranoid ? i don't know . no , I'm not trying to seek attention by crying & I'm also not trying to seek attention by writing cause nobody reads my blog . I'm too used to having so many people around me , supporting me but i'm just gonna lose them like that . I miss us . I don't want to lose anybody anymore . Honestly , I never thought this would happen . Everything is not gonna be th same again , Hahah . All course of me .